I feel that I’m being led in a direction. It’s the right one, the best one, to be successful and even happy in this life. 

But I worry because I’m not sure how much longer this Age will last. I think, sometimes, that now that I’ve finally found a good place for me in this world it’s all about to fall apart…and the prophecies and visions and dreams of all these years passed will come true. 

This is the first time in my life I dread that idea. I will lose all of this that I’m gaining now - most of the lessons will be only vague, useless memories - and I’ll have to start over. 

I don’t know if my soul has ever experienced a changing of the Ages. I wonder if it will be an enlightenment or cause disenchantment. I honestly don’t know anymore.